I don't know why, but a few days ago it just hit me: one day, I'm going to die.
And now its all I can think about. I'm terrified of dying. Its not the thought of the actual 'dying' part, its the thought that there is just nothingness after death. The thought of just not existing anymore, and time moving on without me. I wish I could just freeze time, so I'd be 15 forever, and all my friends would be 15 forever, and everything would stay exactly as it was. I wish it so much.
I know this is a bit morbid, but its keeping me up at night.
So basically, what are your thoughts on death? Are you scared? If you were once scared by the idea, but are no longer, how did you get over your fear? How can I get over my fear? Do you think anything happens after death? Even if you don't, do you wish there was something after death, or are you quite comfortable with the idea of just not being there anymore?
So many questions :)