Cowardice
I've been a NF for quite some time now, but there is one thing I am still yet to do: Watch Esther's videos. I think the main reason for this is because I see how much she has effected the people she came into contact with, especially Hank and John, and as much as I want to share in her positive mentality and message of love, I don't want to lose her as others have. I fear that I may come to look upon her as I have the vlogbrothers, as a friend, and that that relationship would be soured by the knowledge of the inevitable. Is a good thing ending in sadness better than no good thing at all? Should I face my fear and open myself up to an untapped source of awesome, knowing of the suck to come? Please let me know what you think :)
Happy belated Esther Day
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