Heartbreak

[Julesss >:3]

Hey guys,

Approximately one hour ago, my boyfriend texted me- while I was on the bus- and said he can't do this anymore. This meaning long distance.

Yes, I was stupid enough to pursue in a long distance relationship.

It lasted about 9 or 10 months.

It doesn't help that he even said he still loves me and doesn't think he will ever find somebody like me again.

I cried for a long time- a very long time. Now, I feel like throwing up because I can't cry. I think I ran out of tears.

The pain is still there though. I might sound completely fine, but I'm not, and I feel like I never will be again. I feel like I won't even like somebody like him again- much less love. 

The pain is indescribable.

I really just need those comforting words and reassurances. 

[Julesss >:3]

This really helps, thanks. I am way better now, but it still isn't FANTASTIC..

[Kristin Jorgensen]

Breakups suck.  I was not able to talk about my broken engagement for a few days.  It is difficult when you think about what you lost, but, in time you will be able to see the blessings.  It's been 11 months since my ex and I broke up, and it's been the most revealing 11 months in my life, I have learned so much about myself, my community, and what I need in a the person I marry.  I know that it won't make the pain go away, but thinking what you will learn about yourself in the healing process allows you to see hope.  You will survive - more than that you will thrive!

[Julesss >:3]

Thank you so much!

[spiderboenz]

Breaking up with someone via text message is pretty low, so you're probably better off now.

LDRs aren't stupid, they just take a LOT of work on both parties to be healthy and fulfilling.

[Julesss >:3]

Yeah, it's super hard.

[spiderboenz]

That's what she said.

[Julesss >:3]

Lmao. I so saw that coming.

[Jules]

Guys, Jules here, on my new account. ^^ I just would like to update you all on how I'm doing, and that's great. It did pass, and I feel much better. Thank you for all of your kind responses.