Being in hospital after trying to kill myself. The nurses were rude and the psychiatrists yelled at me. This lady visiting her sick Mother came over and spoke to me. She said I was 'much too beautiful to have a sad life'. It was an odd comment. I remember lying there for hours by myself, there was nothing to do and they wouldn't let me go home. I wasn't safe. Eventually got put in this half-way house instead. It was pretty grim, especially since I kept on throwing up as I'd ODed. Yay cheerfulness!