I feel risky right now.

[Holly Draine]

I've been asking for help with individual things with this

http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index;_ylt=AlDABdvwPZSY6gAIU4ezKT...

and this

http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index;_ylt=AlVKwffSV9Imguk6ex8.2c...

and this

http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index;_ylt=AtKIbSbohLadcU6N_9ug_Q...

And everything's only been getting worse.  I just spent my day crying quietly in my bed, trying to make sure my roommate didn't hear and thinking about the pills I have under my bed.  It's just fucking nyquil.  I don't know what it would do.  But I just want to sleep for the rest of my life.  I don't know what's wrong with me.  I feel like I don't have a soul anymore.  I can't deal with this.  I can't stay at this place anymore.  I have to get out and away and forget about everything ever.  I still love him and I am liked in the most uniform, non-real way possible at this place, my friends are all aquiantences, and I think he hates me now.  

I used to hate people like this.  I used to hate melodrama, and that's what this seems to be, but it's real and just doesn't stop.  

So yeah. 

[Decepticon]

I misread that as frisky.

I am INCREDIBLY disappointed.

[Holly Draine]

... well. Maybe someday I'll post about feeling frisky. If only to make it up to you.

I'm really sorry to the nerdfighters who stumbled upon this, by the way. I swear to god, I am not normally one to be like this. It's just lately that I've had long bursts of... emo-ness or something. Um. Ugh. Anyway.

I hung out with some friends who fed me cake, watched some TV, and I'm feeling much better. Not great at all, but better. I'm so sorry to everyone. This is not your problem to deal with, and I shouldn't have come here for help.

[Decepticon]

... well. Maybe someday I'll post about feeling frisky. If only to make it up to you.

If you like road trips, I like helping with friskiness issues.

"I'm really sorry to the nerdfighters who stumbled upon this, by the way. I swear to god, I am not normally one to be like this. It's just lately that I've had long bursts of... emo-ness or something. Um. Ugh. Anyway.

[...] I'm so sorry to everyone. This is not your problem to deal with, and I shouldn't have come here for help."

So cry about it a little.

Jeez.

[Holly Draine]

... I will be sure to do that in the future instead of posting. At the time, i felt kind of risky, as I said, and I didn't think. I'm very sorry to have bothered you with this, you are completely in the right.

[Decepticon]

The joke.


Your head.

[Holly Draine]

... now I'm just confused.

[Decepticon]

The joke was that I didn't complain about you ACTUALLY posting whatever this thread, but rather about you stumbling backwards over your apologies for this thread.

[Kenny]

Depression: cured.

[Decepticon]

I keep waiting for the punchline where a vicious cougar devours that rodent or something.

[Kenny]

You called it

omnomnomnom

[Holly Draine]

Haha, thanks XD