About a month ago I was at the petrol station and this guy came over to fill up the car, and I recognized him so I looked at his nametag, then realized that we’d gone to primary school together. So we talked about what we’d been up to lately for a few minutes, then I went home. The point of this is that during this conversation, I instantly had feelings for him. I’ve only felt like that about someone once before, a guy I liked for about three years before we finally got together ... so to feel attracted to someone else like this ... it’s a freakin’ miracle. I talked to him again yesterday, and I still feel the same, I was giddy and unfocused for about two hours afterward.
I’ve never made the first move, in any of my relationships or flings. But I’m 18 and it’s almost summer and I’m not looking for a serious relationship, but I’m willing to take risks ... heck, I just want to know if he’s interested so that if he isn’t I can know that and get my petrol somewhere else :P. Also, I’m so intrigued as to whether the effect he has on me now would last if we got to hang out and get to know each other for a couple of hours.
I just have no idea as to how to go about this.