So, for around two years I have been a christian, but recently I'm getting more and more inclined to believe that god doesn't exist.
It seems like God was just another explanation for the world made up due to lack of scientific explanations.Science just seems so much more trustworthy.
And, to be honest, I have read things on the internet like http://www.lasttrumpetministries.org/tracts/tract7.html
that make me not want to be associated with these types of people in any way.
And if there is a God, why did he create the earth? My father made the very good point that if there was a God why wouldn't he just get rid of all the suffering and people like Mugabe and Bush and make it perfect so there'd be no need for heaven? Why would he create perfectly decent people, knowing they wouldn't believe in him, only to send them to hell?
Also, most christians beleive homosexuals choose to be that way, but that's ridiculous!
When I was an atheist my christian friend told me I might as well believe in God just in case he's real, but you can't force yourself to believe in something!
Also, most of my smarter friends don't believe in God.
The thing is I kind of want to beleive, since I was a lot happier when I did.
Can anyone help me at least come to some form of conclusion?
EDIT: I'm not trying to get someone to tell me what religion to pick (if I was going for that I'd do eenie meenie minne mo), I just want some information to help me believe/not believe. It could be a while before I come to a conclusion, though...