A poem of encouragement for those of us trying to stop. (By the way, read down the first letters of every line)

[CaptainElaine(Strawbee)Harkness]

I stare at them
Four red lines

The pain overtook me this time, but
Hope will help me as I try to stop.
Even now I regret this latest slip as
You already know.

Could it be possible?
Others say I’m an idiot for it, but I’m not.
Underneath I’m hurting, that’s all.
Laughter hides the scars I
Don’t hide from you.

So I’ll just continue
Onward with you to help me

Continue this hard journey.
And I am
Not going to give in.

I start over again.

[Lottie]

very nice el :D *is proud of you*

[CaptainElaine(Strawbee)Harkness]

Aww, thank you Lottie. I'm glad you're proud of me. It means a lot to me.

[Kimber]

It's very beautiful. I am proud of you as well. :D
You'll make it, I have faith in you.

[CaptainElaine(Strawbee)Harkness]

^.^