Bengi

dude this is really nice for me because there's nothing to do in advisory. and we can't go on facebook soo. bleh

BENJO! holy crap i haven't written on here in ages!
i really like this, it's like an underground version of a social networking site :)

anywho, i miss you! and i can't wait till you come visit again.
ps. it's actually sunny and warm in belgium!

marhaba,cok mutlu oldom suanda sen turkey misin ban iranim ama turkce konosa bilerim sanirim saN benim en iyi arkadasim ola bilirsin

Hiya! Nice being friends, lol :D

heyyy dude sorry for the super emo comment yesterday.
julia and connor hooked up again as you probably know,,and i'm really happy for them. but i am getting a bit sick of this whole "i like him so much but i'll say no" thing. knock some sense into that girl! she's so stubborn sometimes. like she's making things soo complicated. i told her that. but yeah we made a deal that we wouldn't talk about connor till wednesday when everything was over. i'm a bad friend..it was pretty obvious that i'm sick of her talking about him. and she was like well what about when you were with tom,, i listened. and i agree with here. i'm such a douche. but it was too late to take anything back. there must be a difference though? i mean me and tom were like..more than a month. her and connor are like..a week. does that mean i should listen more? WTF okay i'm sorry for spamming your wall. forget EVERYTHING i've said (in the last comment and in this one). xx

heyy. how are you? this is gonna seem pretty freaking random since we've got fb and all that.. but i just felt like coming back here. man, i miss you so much. i felt so shitty today,, like i don't even know why. it's like i've been in mini-depression all week and it really sucks because i have no idea why. i used to look at depressed people and be like WTF you've got friends and family, and now i'm one of them =(
i don't mean to be a bitch and take away julia's time to shine but i don't want to hear about connor anymore. she's explained like five times what she's gonna say and why and how and etc.. everyone is crowding around her and asking her and i always happen to be there..every time. it's like zomg this is such a big deal..but it's not that much. he likes her. she likes him. the end. but i can't tell her that (and please don't tell her that) because i don't want to pop her happiness bubble. and i'm so sick of it..like today on the upper field during homecoming, emi lucie and julia were all talking about it and i was there, and i felt like i was suffocating or something, so i was inhaling and exhaling sharply, and when emi noticed, she was like hey are you okay? and that just made me snap and it made me cry (not sob,, just the tears part) and it was just badbadbad, because everyone thought something was really wrong.. i don't want to make it seem like i want to be the center of attention or anything but omg idk. i don't know what the hell i want. why can't i figure it out? everyone should know what they want..why can't i? sorry for the complete emo-ness. i'm hoping you never check this until like..a month has passed so i can just laugh it off and say "hah i was exaggerating" and i can save myself the questions and the embarassment. i just needed to let that all out and i didn't know where to dump out all those emotions.

Ahhh I didn't know you lived in NY, that's awesome. Yeah, you should definitely go!!! I'm going with a group of friends because it's way cheaper for the hotel room. . .it will be way awesome though!!! and Boston is so close!

Hey there, Nerdfighter!
We're friends on here, but we never talk! :O
We must fix this.
Hi :)

Wow, that sounds cool! You should totally go to LeakyCon! I think it's in May in Boston. . .I was supposed to go to Terminus and then I ended up not being able to so now I get to go to LeakyCon!