"I don't know why I decided to look this up right now. I mean..,a minute ago I was watching a video about John's first book from when he was 8...but I don't know. For some reason you popped into my mind. I know you're dead but I…"
This is a secret project that I started. I can't say much on here as it is so secret that some people on the ning (aka John) cannot know about as of yet. We have all of the members we need but you are still welcome to joinSee More
I don't know why I decided to look this up right now. I mean..,a minute ago I was watching a video about John's first book from when he was 8...but I don't know. For some reason you popped into my mind. I know you're dead but I just somehow feel that in some awesomely abstract way that you're not. I've never actually met you or knew anything about you and sadly I don't think I ever will. But that doesn't change the fact you are perhaps one of THE strongest people I know...and I miss you. ha! Is it possible to miss someone you never even knew about to begin with? My friend Sam who's also a nerdfighter says that this...heavy weight on my heart I guess? when I think of you is a severe form of unrequited love or something. I'm beginning to think he's right you know? But whatever. I know you'll never read this or see it for that matter...I just want you to somehow abstractly know how much you mean to me as a person. My only hope is that somehow if I'm lucky that I'll have kids like you and that others will aspire to be like you. Because you TRULY are in my oppinion strong and good. Man I wish you could see what you started here... So...I just wanted to say that and Rest In Awesome Esther because we all miss you. And we all love you very very very very very very much. See ya later I guess. When we all go to the great Nerdfighteria Island in the sky.