July 2012 Blog Posts (204)

Hello everyone!

At first I was doubting if I should do this or not but then I remembered that I am part of an awesome community and that awesome people do... well awesome stuff.

 

The thing is that I decided to enter a competition in which people vote for their top 20 blogs in Peru. (yes, Peruvian nerdfighter!) and well, I was wondering if I could maybe get some help with the voting.

All you have to do is click on this link:…

I've just been reading through my old blog posts from over a year ago and I've realized how nonsensical and ramble-y they have been. I just decided tonight to return to the Nerdfighters website because I haven't been on it in quite some time. I suppose I've been worried about exams and other such things and I didn't really have the time for the internet and other awesome things :( but I'm back :D I'm just starting to learn the value of money more recently now as I've just bought myself a…

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Esther Day Event in Quincy, MA: https://www.facebook.com/events/165756726882393/

TSWGO Bracelet:…

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I'm going to attempt to watch 983 vlogbrothers videos in seven consecutive days. This challenge requires patience, a snuggie, and an unlimited supply of internet access. As of now, I have watched the first  9 videos. Therefore, I have  974 more videos to get through. Wish me luck.

I always end up crying because I have almost no friends. I want to actually have a nerdy friend group for once instead of being ridiculed by the only people I identify with. NERDS DON'T ALL LOOK THE SAME. 

The worst part is when people call me stupid for being sad about it, because "I already have friends." Mhm... I have friend who would stab me in the back for popularity, who would rat me out whenever is convenient, or leave me…

I stayed up until 4:32 last night reading The Fault in our Stars by our very own John Green, and OH. MY. GOSH.

If you haven't read it yet (haha) then READ IT. BY GOD, READ IT.

Backstory:

I actually bought the book a few months ago, along with Miss Peregrine's Home for Peculiar Children (another book that I'd recommend). I read Miss Peregrine's Home etc., but not TFios. My reasons? Well, to shorten the answer, I was afraid of it ending. I was afraid of reading it…

I don't think you have ever seen me cry, but I have seen your tears. 

I caused them, and that memory fuels your fears.

I told you Never, not once in this lifetime...

But I was wrong. I now desperately wish you were mine. 

Cold, Frozen, left Shivering and Broken.

I should have never left.

I should have been honest, risked breaking again...

At least that way we could carry the burden together. 

Now its just me, dancing in Misery, wishing…

I got a Ninja Mutant Ninja Costume.

It's kind of "sexy" ... but HALLOWEEN NEEDS TO HURRY THE HECK UP CUZ IM SO EXCITED !! i even got a plastic sword. I kind of want to wear it everywhere I go,but someone would probably call the police& they'd send me to a Mental hospital.It might be worth it though haha.

I absolutely just had to share that (:

The essence of what I wanted to do with The Human Condition (TtEoaA) is fairly simple: I desired to take what little "talent" I have an wield it in the name of awesome (even if only a little awesome).  In doing so, I found that I really write for myself; write what you know, as they say.  This was evident in my re-read of the 20ish entries I made those few years ago.  I honestly enjoyed reading my own material (narcissist, much?), even as it dredged up some very painful…

Ok guys so I have found I song that describes margo sort of.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZIANBamMgas

It's called Story of a girl and its by Nine Days

Im not sure if Im the first person to think of this but it's a good song that I think relates to margo so give it a listen and tell me what you think.

OKAY. SERIOUSLY! SERIOUSLY FALL RIVER? ARE YOU KIDDING ME!

Some absolutely horrible things have happened in my neighborhood - or well in all of Fall River - for years. I moved to "the boonies" for a couple years and have only recently returned. I've been back for only about two months now, but I did NOT expect  my neighborhood to be THIS bad. Let me give you,my fellow Nerdfighters, an example. There happens to be a man named Otis. Otis lives across the street from me .. in his…

So, I read my blog-posts from start to finish, and there's a few things I've noticed.  First, I need an editor; badly.  Second, I was right about a LOT of things I said regarding my future (what still hurts, what's never been fixed, etc.).  Third, my writing style has not changed <i>at all</i>.

So much for all that personal growth I thought I went through.  v.v

Oh, and I still self-deprecate.  A lot.

A great deal has happened. …

Yes, I'm a little bit late on this review too.  I actually finished this book last night.  But I had just driven to Kincardine after a long day of work and I had to wake up before 4am this morning so I didn't stay up last night to write my review.  Plus I'm at my uncle's house in Oshawa now, which has internet, and I brought my laptop, so I'm not taking up more data on my phone.  Now to the book.

I loved this book.  Loved it.  Like I don't even know what else…

My thoughts on Tiger Lily by Jodi Lynn Anderson

Nerdfighters,

It’s been so long since I’ve loved, and it’s not like me to feel this way. I’ve been very protective of myself, of my heart, my feelings. I’ve been careful not to let my head get wrapped up in new ideas or in plans that might not come true.

My life is pretty much just this long, drawn out nightmare, and…

The following is all based off the memories of machines. Machines aren’t known to lie.

Several centuries ago there was the Confederate Colonies of Earth, the CCE. The CCE had been around for many years and did so by rarely governing its domain. It was an advisor to colonies that didn’t want to have anything to do with each other.

Society had been preserved in the aforementioned colonies. The colonies resided under sheltering domes and large pavilions made of whatever molecular…

at least once in our life we will be forgotten by one, or by all. We don't chose who we don't chose when. all will not even notice they are erased until to late. I don't want to forget. i want to be forgotten, for shall they live bettter without anything in there way. nothing to stop them for better of for worst. i may not be there to save them but i wont bring them down either. i shall slowly fade: at first from the unknown then from whom i talk to the less and eventually fade from the…

your eyes were full of fear, your skin as pale as snow, yoru flech as cold as skating rinks . something hurt you or so you said, i took you in my arms and rocked you to sleep. I sung your favorite lullaby and you closed your eyes. I felt your heartbeat slow and your skin get boiling hot. I kept you in my arms until the break of dawn where i wrote you a letter. It said:Dear friend, you took care of me now i take care of you, i'll do anything to keep you from being blue. I'll sing you songs…