Quinn Meroah's Blog (20)

So my thesis...

I finished the writing and research portion last semester of this lovely thing, but now I'm onto that whole "defend it so you can graduate from this thing called college" phase. I definitely preferred phase one because currently phase two is me sitting at the table in my…

(Ms. 'Steel' being stellar)

So I'm half way through with my thesis (around 100+ pages later) now I just need to take all I've accumulated and written and hopefully I'll be able to design and build a decent concept. Huzzah.

And now on…

Dear Santa,

I’m really trying to get into the Christmas-E mood…truly I am. I’ve helped decorate, put on some festive music, watched all the appropriate shows called for this month… but I still can find that sense of child wonder. The awe of twinkling lights, the taste of that first snowflake, the crisp sent of pine – I wish that thrill could come back to me. I think I’m too stressed out to actually enjoy Christmas…hmmm…

Maybe I should fix that.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_popout&v=M51UqyWpYko (for some reason in won't let me directly post the video)

I was sending this clip to one of my friends and it's kind of been of repeat for the past hour.

And he is adorable

Wow, December already. I’m both excited and scared. 

Right now I should be asleep cause it’s 12:14 in the morning and I have to wake up early to go to work. Instead I’m watching The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus, which is definitely one of my alone “go to” films. I’m starting to realize how much I actually prefer watching movies alone. I mean there are some that I just need to share the experience with…like the Muppet movies or anything Pixar or Disney, but over all I’d…

 I’m very frustrated with myself. I’ve have all these ideas, these notions of what I want in life. Who I want to be, where I see myself in five years, could I ever be in a serious committed relationship… basically can I ever get myself together?

So this past Thursday was a little thing called Turkey Day where everyone stuffs their face and then complain about how much weight they’ve gained. This is also a day where people sit in front of their TV and watch football. Bleck. Bruins lost on Friday (sad)…but the only sporting event I REALLY cared about was LIVERPOOL BEAT CHELSEA! :D *Happy Dance has occurred*

It was really nice being home for a couple days this weekend. I got to relax, booked my plane tickets for January…

I can’t really figure out what to right about. It’s just one of those days where you didn’t do anything significantly interesting and you didn’t really think of anything significantly interesting therefore you did not say anything significantly interesting…yea.

But sometimes those days are good.

Soooo I haven’t been writing a lot…well that’s a lie cause I just started writing yet another book (maybe this one will actually get finished…or you know past the second chapter) But I haven’t been keeping up with my journal which is sad! At first it was cause I was sick and I thought to myself “Nikki, you really shouldn’t use too much energy to actually think out what to write (even though I rarely ever do) and instead play Age of Conquers and re-watch season 2 of Bones of DVD. Then I…

the coolest girl on the face of the planet,

the coolest bitch on earth, goddammit!

the coolest chick you've ever seen or…

Blood Bank by Bon Iver and lost in thought. It’s not a good mood…but it’s not a bad one either. I just got home from the Hoffbrauh House where Mike Serafino was hosting something for his clients but being a family friends I went and Brandon and the Accidentals from Trinity performed…

Another night at the apartment. Joanie’s here actually doing work and making me feel incredibly unproductive so I decided to write a bit more here. Though I’m not really sure what to write about.  I guess right now I’m trying to be more optimistic even though I’m feeling this constant anxiety of graduating and not knowing if I’m actually going to make it in the real world. I keep telling myself to take it one day at a time. Breath. But it’s still there. Taunting me. I wish I had a magical…

Uhhh so I just fell asleep on the couch with my roomie while watching the History channel. Oh History channel you teach me so many things… like today. Angels do not have wings…they use jetpacks. Soooooo does this mean if I ever own a jetpack I will be upgraded to angel status? Or does that just make me a human with a jetpack imitating an angel? Would I have to die to get my angel jetpack? Or are those only reserved for popular angels like Michel and Gabriel? Cause that’s just not…

What the frak?! Yesterday was only the 6th?? That seems so far away from today! Tonight…whatever. What has happened?! Well me and Deesh had a swell little pillow talk last night… pretty freaking awesome.

So I have come to the conclusion that I absolutely do not want to go back to classes in the spring. I’m freaked about writing and designing my thesis…but…

Sooooo I was completely supposed to start this blog of said life yesterday but that clearly did not happen… possibly due to Guy Fawks day and my annual viewing of V for Vendetta or possibly because I AND CLEANING MY ROOM. Do you know how much reorganizing and cleaning a room can suck? I just want to move. But not cause that requires an amount of effort that I do not currently possess (that’s a really weird word to…