I've tried many times to keep a diary. I just can't bring myself to sit there and write about how I feel and whatnot. It'd be good for me, and I want to do it. I'm going to update everyday.
I've watched John and Hank's videos since they began B2.0, but I have never joined the Nerdfighter community until now. Esther's death is the final push for me to become a part of this wonderful place. I'm sixteen. I'm never really happy anymore. I want to be happy so badly, and that's why I'm blogging here. If nobody ever reads a single thing I write, that's fine. I'll feel good knowing it's out there. Maybe other people will find this and it'll make them feel better knowing someone else knows how they feel.
Song lyrics of the day: "Well it's been a long time, long time now, since I've seen you smile." Nantes - Beirut