nerd fighter?

[just Brian]

Hello. Today is the one year anniversary of calling myself a "nerd fighter" and following the videos of john, and hank green. in honor of this I feel that I should write a few words that may or may not fall under someone’s eye. now before I had the nerd fighters mind set, That is "we are nerds and we are prod", I was lost like many people. I was a boy who was not a jock or a fool. I could see that the world was big and i was one small "uncool" freshmen in high school that didn't fit. I was like that puzzle piece that would not fit no fatter how hard I pushed. At the time I labeled myself an "intentional loser" from a book I read. the worst part was that I was not pushed or bulled like some of the other geeks or losers. I myself am a big dude. Like footballqurtarbackbig. the only thing is that I am a pacifist and hate confrontation of any form. So here I was a big guy not on the football team and good at math. Like I said I didn't fit into the puzzle of the school. I found nerdfighters when I was online one day for a school project. The rest they say is history I got involved in nerdfighters and was happy. But the big thing was that it didn't stop there. my confidents grew so did my place at the school. I joined groups and made new friends. However it seemed with each friend I made the more people told me I should be friends with the losers and how I could be "cool". I was cut on the inside so I finally made up my mind. About 3 month ago I joined a writing contest. It was know for being a "nerd friendly" lot, so I entered. the reason I entered wasn't to win. It was because the names of all the enters were put on the loud speaker. I sat in class waiting for my name as I looked around at the "cool kids" calling me over to listen and mock the entries. I smiled as my name was said followed by "I am a nerd and proud of it". after that I felt like I was shunned more than ever by the people I hated. But as the hatred was big and scary I found a true group of friends who I have sown the sanctuary of nerd fighters. Now at the end of this blog I would like to thank whoever is still reading. Also, even though you will most likely never read this, I would like to give my thanks to the vlog brouthers. Best wishes and DFTBA

[Tenley Nadine (book ningmaster)]

Congrats, on being a nerdfighter for 1 year! I hope you have many more awesome years in the future.