you feel like you're in a coma, no matter what you try to do, no one sees it. No one sees how hard to try. you try to scream but it doesn't work. no one hears you, no one understands, no matter how loud. No one turns to check. Sometimes you debate whether to quit or keep trying. but no one understands what it's like being silent. you can tell them anything but you're ignored. you feel to alone to talk so you use your loudest cry... silence.