I really want to leave my life. No I'm not being suicidal. I mean I want to go somewhere for like a month or something. My relationship is in pieces, my job is more stress than it's worth and now I'm ill. And I'm just done. I want to go volunteer somewhere for a month, get a fresh perspective on life. But like everyone else I can't bloody afford to. Isn't that messed up? You want to help people but financially can't. I know there's flight costs and living costs etc...But I just can't help feeling it should be free to be able to help people. Kindness should be free. But maybe I only feel that way because I can't afford to go.