When I came home from school today it was already all over the news.
Another school shotting. 16 people dead. He killed himself. Why he did it? Nobody knows yet, maybe we will never find out.
It makes me sad to think that some people don't know another way out then by killing others and then killing themselves. And again I read the news paper articels and I wonder why nobody noticed anything before. It says he was a calm and quiet boy. I wonder if he felt so alone in the world, that he couldn't talk to anyone about his problems. Did he think about how much pain he would cause by killing other people? Did he think at all?
One of the first things my dad said was: "They'll probably find those shooting games in his house!"
Like PC Games are the real problem. Maybe its because we have alot of incompetent teachers. Maybe it is because he didn't find friends. Maybe it is because society decided who you have to be and if you aren't you are mocked by alot of people. And yeah, maybe, he was just simple a complet nut case.
I wonder how alone you have to feel, that the only way out for you, is grabbing a gun and shooting.
Let's be there for people when they have problems, listen to them and help. Don't make anyone feel bad by mocking them and teasing them. Let's help each other, so that there will always be another solution then taking a gun.
Let's pray for those who are so alone, for those who feel like they have no one they can talk to, for those you don't see another way out.
There has been an interesting development, that made me understand more about him and less about his parents and surroundings. Apparently he has been with a psychiatrist, because he had depressions. But he quit it. Still he lived at home, with his parents, who owned 15 guns.
Shouldn't a parent, with a kid that has depressions, make sure that those guns are far out of their reach? I don't want to blame the parents, for what has happened, I am pointing out something that is bothering me.
In a Interview I saw, they ask a friend of his, if he was obsessed with weapons. The guy responded yes, and that he actually quit his friendship with the him because of his weapon obsession.
Stil there are people running around, wondering how this could have happened.